punkie-chick

You slept beside me for years. You wiped away all my tears, Listened to all of my thoughts, Comforted me when I was scared. You never yelled at me, Never raised your hand at me, Never lied to me, Never made me feel bad. But most of all, You let me feel loved. All without saying a word. It's such an amazing feeling, To have you by my side. Now your no longer fuzzy, There's blue paint in your fur. Your nose has turned brown, There's a hole between your ears. Your tail is matted, flat and gray. But to you my pink bunny, I give you my thanks and love.

Laying on his bed I realize that I'm again looking into someone's eyes to see what I can find. He doesn't question my gaze or ask me what's wrong though; he just smiles back at me with his eyes. The intense emotions I see from him cause me too look away. I can't get lost searching, we've both found eachother. There are no questions in our minds, we both know and understand, and yet it goes beyond that. So far beyond that that it scares me and intrigues me. He puts his arm around me, pulling me close and kisses me. And just like that I know he won't ever hurt me. He won't lie or ignore me. His kiss is too tender and his touch is too gentle

Stripped Down to the bone There is nothing left to hide There's nothing more to see And you laughed It wasn't good enough Not a single part of me, was worthy of your being You knew it Yet you still stripped me and left me along Naked and bleeding You won't even look to see what you did

Tears streaming out Running down like glass shards Each one hurting more and cutting deeper Until I'm left bleeding and raw The darkness swallows my tears My tears of self-loathing The pain is bursting out of me Leaving my insides hollow I'm alone in this fight This fight against myself To live or to die, to see or be blinded I cannot choose The black has already surrounded me There is no way out of my hell There is no light to be seen I'm broken, tainted And left to rot

I made a mistake I thought your words were real I thought you were kind and gentle That you were caring The way you touched me, it drew me in The look in your eyes The warmth of your smile I believed it, Believed I might have found something That you were true That you were different Now there are no words No touches or kindness I thought I knew Yet you proved me wrong I am so niave and young I'm lost and looking to belong You used that, the very last of my innocence And it was all, All my mistake

Something's missing in this life Half my thoughts seem useless This doesn't feel right As though I'm not all there What am I without a heart Without a soul, a spirit, a love A love so great It completes me